School, as normal. After school, stayed in school to complete the CNY decoration. After that, bus to gombak to meet Chee and Dayana. Slacked, went to CC meet Dewei, see people play basketball then left to 350.
My whole mood totally change, i need to vent it out, hiding it is miserable. I dont want people to thinks that i need them to pity me, dont want people thinks that im AA and dont want people to think that i am needy. I've once guessed that it'll happen one day, but i didnt expect it to be so fast. I feel stupid, immature, useless. First time crying infront of friends. So omg. What the hell did i do wrong, my mum scolded me for going Gombak again. Whats wrong with going there. why cant you be more resonable?! Fuckass lah!!!>:
To R:
I know you'll be able to guess until who are you. Not being mean but yeah. I can feel that you like him also, if you do, go for him. I cant do anything, because of me, you dont accpet him? Im just being selfish? Why isit always us? Last time also like this, and i always loses and this feeling sucks. Let me be alone for awhile, im still being a dumbdumb waiting for him although i really want to forget, i cant do that, is damn omg can. You know this feeling. Want forget cannot do it. But i know i must and i will. Happy deciding<: I'll smile.
Monday, February 8, 2010
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