Tuition(Y)

Tuition in the morning, damn sleepy... Lot with Ng for lunch then Gombak macs to study abit. Walked past 350, Daniel is an ass-.- suspect the uncle is a stalker.. Shall go complete my homework now): Fml^^

Suayest day of my life.

Today just sucks-.- School bag tio malt candy then pecil case also. Cut ny hair, colour now is damn obvious and i need dye my hair to a not-so obvious colour. Went to slack at Gombak, walk wheere see until him-.- Suay or what? Tio toto or 4D also not this heng.

Want me to give up? Then stop appearing in my life, thanks^^

Detention for the very first time on Monday.

School, bored cum hot cum sleepy. LKK dont care if people sleep, shiok lah. Assembly make me fucked up. Teacher threaten me to go for cca today or else got demerit point(detention), lame only can-.- After school, town with Dayana, Elaine, Jazreel and RachelChee. Back to Gombak with Chee to slack, slacked till 6, go home.

Gonna transfer school if parent allow, to a neighbour school.

Blah blah blah~

School as usual, the feeling of skipping assembly is just shiok(: Home econs' today, most sucessful one(: Shum shum know that i use my phone in class but never baotoh or catch me(: After school, went to Gombak to slack. Left there at 6.45(: Goodgirl for life^^

Clitoris!!!

School as per normal, Shum shum got problem(: Awhile bias alwhile not bias, something's wrong. School school school, i wanna transfer badly!! But i know im gonna miss all my friends there. Hais! After school, cab to Dunearn meet Chee then we bus to WM meet Dayana. Eat, walk around, back to 419 to slack. Then Kexin, NgaiPo(Chee's friend), Angelina came. Slacked till 6.50, pei Dayana walk home then i cab home.

Im really sick and tired of all the love r/s-.- When can it come to an end?

I need a miracle to happen.

Aku damn tired, went out yesterday to meet Eddy for awhile then go find my dad. Reach home around 2-.- Hoho, no need go school today cause got e-learning. But i dont know what we're suppose to do so i shall just ignore that thing(: Most probably meeting Chee later. Shall go back to my la la land(:

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Went to meet Chee outside her school, she's as slow as a tortise. After that, slacked at 350. There got pervert one lor, i scared-ed go there le :x Then cabbed to Palm Garden find BenLoh. Damn cold cum boring lah please. Slacked till 6.30 went home.

Couldn't believe it.

Will be staying at home today to pack my room, i hate it when it's messy. Chee spam text me this morning telling me about 2 unknown person when i sleeping until so shiok can! -.-" Shall go do my stuff now before mum nag again(:

(Edited @ 7.40pm)

Im darn bored! Whole day stay at home, i bth already. Later around 10plus might be going JurongWest to meet Eddy they all? Depends if im tired. I go find something do le lah, so bored):

P/s: Chee friend is damn smart(:

Round is also a shape

Mum ask me if i want to get a new phone(touchscreen) or a ipod nano(5th Gen), havent answer her. Which should i get? Hah. Gonna stay at home today and be a goodgirl(: Fml, last time is Mum dont let me go Gombak cause of something, now is Dad dont let. Madass(: Shall go eat my lunch already, goodbye(:

(/Edited @ 10.35pm)

Decided to get a ipod nano. Will be buying it next week(: Just now, went Jookoon for family gathering. After, go Grandparents' place for Banluck cum Mahjong. Lose money in Banluck so i dont want play Mahjong le. Went home around 10pm. Off i go and bloghop. Bye.

I've learnt a lesson, it'll never happen again. You target me cause im gulliable, so i'll change(:

Tell me what should i do now.

School, sleepy ttmxz. Chinese, teacher talk and talk. Maths, learn new things (: Recess, stayed in class to sleep and emo nemo. Science, Ms Tan cmi, fierce also no one scared. Sad huh. LAP, got CA exam, not that hard. CT in hall, talk about CIP and those rubbish. Hah. After that got Chapel(: Pastor damn joke, "I rather hug a lampost than a skinny person" HAHA. After school, went to Chee's place and wait for her finish her things. Then down to 350, play cards. Saw some retarded 'trying' to jump building from 2nd storey HAHA. Damn funny. Sent chee to her school then i went home around 6.

Should i believe or not. Or should i just act as if i heard nothing. Maybe it's time for me to finally move on. Saying that tons of time but in the end still stuck there-.- How now.

Still in new year mood.

Hiak, aku go school today (: Then Huiru and Nikki damn joker, they really new year mood, peel and eat orange in class. HAHA Then Anthea, Huiru, Nikki and aku play banluck in class, won 3bucks (: After school, went to Chee house, her brother keep saying 'happy new year', retareded ttmxz. Down to 350, play cards, i really still in new year mood (: Left there around 5.40 then come home sleep until now, 9.30 (: I like. Tmr having LAP test, aku having flu still need go, shucks ): Shall go study for it naoz, bai babe and dude (:

So close, yet so far.

Hiak, today i never go school (: Slept all the way till 10plus, and chee is sooooo jealous right? (:(: My eyes is damn swollen, omg. My nose... tap cannot close. So, today meet Chee and Dayana outside her school then slack at 350. Played poker (: Left around 6plus. Hiak, off i go to sleep already. Baixz.

When i never expect myself to see you, you just walk past me. When i want to see you, you're not there. Hiak.

No mood for school.

Left house around 4.30pm then cab to Gombak. Meet Ng at her house downstairs, went to Chee's house for steamboat. Down to her Aunt's place for Banluck, left there around 9.30pm. Aku want to transfer school, still waiting for parents to approve. If they agree, i'll think of which school i want to transfer to. I really bth stmargs. Wont be going school tmr cause i still in holiday mood.

I never want to come back. but i dont know if im able to leave.

If i let go.

Will be going Chee's house later for dinner. Aku still havent prepare :x Need to chiong all my homework later once i reach home, school tmr. Still in new year mood ):
Finally aku mother let aku go Gombak after that damn thing, happy ttmz! (: Off i go prepare already, baixz.

Aku know what to do already

Aku havent angry for the past few days (: Went over to grandparents place for awhile then go visit dunno who. Back to grandparents place, banluck, mahjong. Eat finish donner, cab to 350 meet Chee. Slack till 10.30 then back to grandparents place for banluck. Left at 11.50pm, now aku want go play banluck with family le.

Im a happy galxz.

It's 12.15am nao and im super tired. Hoho, im a happy girl. Collected angbao at relative's house, total got $406 (:(:(: Heh. But aku need pay my phone bill($184), 2months le, december and january. He make my phone bill bomb one lor>: Cb asshole. Aku want play cards with aku family already, update tomorlow if possible. Bye babe.

Another year alone ):

Yippie Yippie, New year and valentine's today(another year alone). Cant wait for those Angbaossss!<: Grandparents place later in the afternoon, might be going Gombak to meet Cheechee around 4. Im bored naoz ): Aku got nothing to do ): Shall go find something to do naoz, baixz.

Aku nothing untuk dia.

Bored at home, but i cannot go out, relative's coming over. Damn warm nao, aku want go swimming then shiok<: Cousin's attitude sucks, fuck him! Chee told me something, dunno happy or sad or angry. I know aku nothing untuk dia already, why dia still scared aku angry. Aku still tidak pindah di, why?? Aku also dont know. You want to cinta her, then go ahead lah. Aku is like the caused of everything nao lah, cb!

(/Edited @ 11.25pm)

Just reach home. Angbao's with money make my day go wow<: Imma be imma be imma be~~ Im a happy galz (: Heh, went for reunion dinner just nao at Grandparents house. Cards and mahjong later with family (: I like it! Off to do my things naoz.

FML.

School was awesome for the first few time today!! I like!<: After school, cab to SAPS with some Ex- Anthonian's. Loiter around, saw people i dont want to see-.- Then talk to people i very long never talk to. Heh. After that, went out of SAPS to wait for GP. Saw him, SUAY! FML. Walk to Gombak Macs with KW, MX, RC, RN, Robert. Chat, eat, walk to opp saps with GP, RN and RC. GP ask me this 'Do you really like him alot?' and i ttly silent le. One on one talk with GP, say everything, feel shiok now. Walk around Gombak, left at 6plus plus.

Fml Fml Fml, GP knows everything now. You might hate me for telling him but who cares alr. Over is over. Letting go is my only choice left.

Why isit always us?

Didnt update yesterday as i was too tired. So yesaterday... School, Mr Monte is like a giant lah please. LOL. After school, Meet up with my friends then left around 6. Off to go school naoz. Baibaixz.

(/Edited @ 5.15pm)

Reach school earlier today. HE, today only theory. Sianxz. Recess, charge my phone. LAP, nothing much. IH, i dont like Shum, bias ass! Maths, nothing much. After school, meet friend in Batok then go to JurongWest find Eddy they all. They make me laugh like mad but i like <:

I make sure i forget you completely and forever<: I should thank you, instead of hating you. You're the one that made me realise how weak and stupid i can be when i face all this thing. Over is over, i can move on ehhh.
Actually, i dont know how to do that. But no matter what, im left with to move on. Make me think that you sucks can. >:

I want it to be gone.

School, late again. Music, said vulgur and Mr bryan want talk to me after lesson, but i chiong out. HEH. Recess, as usual, eat in class. MT, slack. LAP, learn how to dance? :x Common Test, didnt study yesterday cause me no mood>: PW, Shum shum sucks okay!<: After school, Ikea with Anthea then walk around, talk. After, i go meet my flen, talk. Now i trying to scrap off the scar LIKE SERIOUSLY, I FEEL VERY VERY STUPID AND IMMATURE. Cause of you.

P.s> I dont want people to think that im needy, i dont need your to pity me.

Rachel:
Why you think that it made our friendship more close, not really true. Even if is true, why must i suffer all this pain now and why must i be the one that suffers all these. Is like, your think that i can really move on, even i think so but then yesterday you see me like this. How much i suffer, all the things i keep it to myself cause i dont want your thinks that im weak. Now whenever your say about him, i can break down anytime.

Dont want to hold it back anymore.

School, as normal. After school, stayed in school to complete the CNY decoration. After that, bus to gombak to meet Chee and Dayana. Slacked, went to CC meet Dewei, see people play basketball then left to 350.
My whole mood totally change, i need to vent it out, hiding it is miserable. I dont want people to thinks that i need them to pity me, dont want people thinks that im AA and dont want people to think that i am needy. I've once guessed that it'll happen one day, but i didnt expect it to be so fast. I feel stupid, immature, useless. First time crying infront of friends. So omg. What the hell did i do wrong, my mum scolded me for going Gombak again. Whats wrong with going there. why cant you be more resonable?! Fuckass lah!!!>:

To R:
I know you'll be able to guess until who are you. Not being mean but yeah. I can feel that you like him also, if you do, go for him. I cant do anything, because of me, you dont accpet him? Im just being selfish? Why isit always us? Last time also like this, and i always loses and this feeling sucks. Let me be alone for awhile, im still being a dumbdumb waiting for him although i really want to forget, i cant do that, is damn omg can. You know this feeling. Want forget cannot do it. But i know i must and i will. Happy deciding<: I'll smile.

Kids nowadays are so wow..

Woke up abit late, wash up, cab to tuition. Thanks GP for the mac<: After tuition, Lot for shopping, Chee came over. Then around 2plus, headed to Gombak and slack till 4plus. Went to Westmall, shop, Home at 5plus. Bought almost all the CNY stuffs already<: Im still left with loads of homework to rush with, suckers>: Youngest cousin at my home nao, he damn guailan can, fuck him<:

(/Edited @ 10.20pm)

Finally done with all my shit homework, have got nothing to do so i blog<: School tomorrow, can i have one week holiday?>:

Knowing that i cant compare to that girl, knowing that 99.99% it wont happen again, im still waiting like an idiot. Dumbass>:

It's just the influence from friends.

Damn bored naoxz. Just now, wanted to go out, but lazy and no one is free.
Tomorrow, will be going to lot with Chee and Ng for shopping then tuition. Monday, going Gombak to take back my thing and maybe slack?
Shall find something to do naoxz..

(/Edited at 8.03pm)
Cooked Spagetti for my Dinner just now, talk to Ng about something. Feeling so eeks now(HAHA). Im seriously very bored. Shall go download music now.

Maybe i dont need it that much.

Today, gave school a missed. Meet up with Dayana and Chee then slacked till 9.30. Headed to friend's house, sleep for awhile, kena bullied by her, left for GV around 11plus. GV, Mac, VoidDeck, GV, Homed at 2 cause Me and Dayana nowhere to go le.
School GO shucks, they called me and ask for my name 7times. Wth is wrong with them lah.
Also, i think i've got eating disorder, i dont feel hungry for the whole day without eating.
Off to eat my dinner alr. Now's 9.55pm, nice<:

Panda~

Hehe, my phone is full of Panda's now, i find it cute sial. Okay, so... Today, School. HomeEcon's was just suckish, my tofu fish bread look damn gross but Dayana, Chee and Izzy dare eat sial! Omg can, i find it damn gross. Then after school, cabbed to Gombak meet Chee and Dayana, slacked, buy things. Went over to 419 meet Izzy, slacked, do homework. Home at 6.30.

Guitly~

Schooled as normal, Chinese class i got move to the front cause i keep laughing<: See how happy i am<:
After school, town with Anthea, RachelChee and HuiiLoo. 313, Fep, Ion, Home. Spent all my money already.
Short post, cause i tired.

It will never be the same again, there's no turning back. What's done is done.

Green tea<:

Mum keep asking me to go down buy green tea for her but too lazy go._. So today.. school, common test flunk even though i got revise. After school, went over to RachelChee's school to meet the usual people. 4plus, headed to Gv and slack. Was being hyper until one damn aunite came over to 'counsel' us._. Homed at 6.30. Gonna go down get that damn drink alr. Edit later.

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So yep, tmr i will be heading to town with Chee and get my CNY Clothes, HEHE finally lah. Time now is 10.50pm, gonna sleep soon. Tired. Buaixz.


When can i stop seeing you? I've already decided to forget you but then i keep coincidental see until you. Got so lucky not???

Never gonna be alone~

The song" Never gonna be alone" keep ringing in my mind, dont know why also. OH YEAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANMINGXIANG!!!!! Godsisiters FTW!<: Random~
So, school today... Skipped. After school, went over to Chee's house for awhile then down to void deck to slack with Dunearnites and some other school people<: Left there around 6.30. Reached home at 7. Doing homework now!<: Im a happy and goodgood gurlz!