Thi Rak.

Cool, i'm in love with thai song! (: BBQ yesterday at zac's place wasn't that awesome, 4guys 2girls, boring muchie. Home arnd 9plus. Wanted to stay up till 3plus but toh at 1plus :/ Church later on, Pastor Phil's svc (Y) 1 more week of school and my holiday will officially start! :D HEEHEE!

I love you, you're killing me.

Hello blog, im sorry, i've neglected you for quite awhile. Blame it on my laziness. Been studying like crazy woman for the past few weeks. So now, say byebye to exams and hello to holidays! My birthday is coming in 3 days time! Are you excited? HEHEHE! Getting a birthday bash on Wed and Thurs, awesome enough yeh. Mummy found a part time job for me during holiday, no idea if i should go for it, it's 4.50 per hour ): Not going school for most of the days during this two weeks (Y) Shall end here.

IDLIWINTWFYT! :(

Busy nowadays. Life's different now, mingfei's starting to study now! She's no longer the supa lazy bum last time! HEHEHE (: Just 10 more days to my very first paper. Oh yeh, been skipping tuition everytime. Gosh, need to start sleeping early! No more staying up till 2 plus am, need at least 6hours of sleep! (:
Idliwytaogtm :( Idliwigjse :( Ihtwfytlar :( Mingfei must stop doing foolish things :(

Will we stop talking one day?

Skipped school today as i am really lazy to wake up for school. Oh, I love yesterday! Pass all my subjects except Chinese, got 90 for maths, it's like my p2 marks ayee! <: Imagine how happy i am lah~ I cant wait for this Tues, going back to SAPS, can finally meet up with all my old friends <:

If only you know how afraid i am... :(

Been 1 month plus since i've last blogged? (: Busy with school works and CG stuffs(?). So school was fine, studied like fly yesterday for science test. Mingfei is oh so hardworking~ :D Hmph, going Bugis tmr with a few people to get something(Winks^^). Meeting some retarded on Thursday, i guess(?) <: Anyway, Happy Birthday RACHEL NG! <: Cya on Sunday if there's tuition~

Despicable you^^

It's been long since i've touch this blog. Came home straight away after school from Monday to Wednesday, feel so guai<: Didn't attend school on Thursday and Friday, having high fever. Afraid it's dengue:x Off to rest already, will be doing a proper post soon.

Goodbyes hurt the most.

How i wished next week was holiday.. I remmeber when i was P6, i cant wait for the next day of school but now, i rather not wake up for school.

Dance with me.

School sucks, i wanna transfer badly. I've been repeating it lots of times but i REALLY wanna transfer!>: Oh, 4more years to another World Cup, i cant wait to stay over with the CG guys!<:

Run, Dont stay.

Went gym yesterday, not really in the mood to gym. After that, macs to slack awhile then home at 7.30. Gave school a miss today, slept for 14hours<: Woohoo! Going hospital tmr to see my new born cousin, i guess:x Germany VS Spain today, Spain will win! Teehehehez. Off to watch my show<:

Jealousy kills.

Back to posting agn. Had fun last Saturday!!(: Svc was awesome, as usual. Then, went back school for garage performance, uber cool!! Stayed at home yesterday. Might be staying home today again:( Siansss. Wanna go back to my lala land again(:

Somehow, the feeling is back again. I don't wanna make the wrong decision again.

KuKu!!

Town with CG on Friday, was really great!(: We(Agnes, Jonathan, Timothy, XunXin, ZhiXiang and ZiYing)went K-Box at cine then orchard mrt to meet KaiHar. Ziying and Zhixing left. Walked to FEP for shopping and dinner, Melvin joined us. Then the girls went Wisma while the guys went Ion. Met up again at Orchard mrt, I left there with XunXin and Melvin to take bus while the rest took a train home(: Saturday, went church early, did abit of my homework there before going bible study class. After that, went to buy cake with XunXin and Timothy, walked back to church, met up with the rest of the CG. Svc was great!(: Suprised kaihar as it's her birthday, went to eat banmian after that. Then JP for arcade, fun ttm!(: Most of them went home, so I went walking around with Jonathan, Melvin and Timothy. Trained home after that. Gonna stay at home the whole day today to complete my homework, hopefully I can get it done by today(: School's starting tmr, sian! I want a few more days of holiday to let me complete my homework:( Shall go text Jonathan, Timothy and XunXin now, byess(:

Harder than you know.

Back to posting agn. Left house at 6.15 then meet XunXin and Agnes at gombak mrt station. Went over to Esther's house for powerhouse and CGM. After that, went dinner with some of them at coffee shop. Reached home at 10.45. Gonna go town with cg tmr(: Shall go rest noe, byes.

precious babies.

Going out later with cg for dinner at bugis, will be meeting xunxin at 5.30. Shall go prepare now(:

Genting trip.

3D2N in Genting, only second day was fun. Outdoor theme park, the vertically up one is woots!(: Shall go sleep now(:

X-Men!!

Camp was super duper fun!(: Had activities and session on the first day. Captain's ball, amazing race and session on the second day, suayest day! Session in the morning on the third day then went Kovan and Harbour front and home sweet home(: Going Genting in another 1hour, shall go pack my luggage now, byes.

Camp!!

Had fun on Sunday(130610), went sentosa with cg(: Played volleyball followed by Captain's ball then went outside 7-11 to practice camp cheer(: Yesterday(140610), stayed at home the whole day to do homework(: Camp later on!!(: Will be meeting some cg ppl at je station at 7, off to slp alr(:

I miss Nov&Dec'09.

I miss the old times, when i step into Gombak, there will be ppl i can slack with but not now anymore. Oh, i cant wait for tmr's bbq(:

5th day.

Yep, I'm suppose to be on my desk studying but I'm still on comp. I only started abit on Friday but my phone distracted me(: Maybe i should really go back school for self study yeahh. Oh, went balloon sculpture lesson or whatever you call it yesterday, fun ttmxz(: Made a bouquet(picture above), nice right(i know^^). And, i really miss my fringe, i want my old fringe back, bangs just dont suits me. Might be going shopping tmr with Ant(: Byess.

BANGS?!?!

Home > Bugis > Raffles Place > Jurong East > Gombak > Grandma's house > Home
Cut my hair today, bangs seriously looks weird on me, i want my fringe back :( Shall go rest now.

Cha cha bo(:

Hmph.... Left house at around 4? Met the retard and pass him the letter, slack till 5plus. Sent him home and i went home. Bored ttmxz now. Retard, take care of yourself when you in Taiwan yeah(:

I need to study.

Gonna study like mad woman starting from this tuesdy all the way to maybe 12th of June?(: Heh. Wont be touching my laptop and maybe my phone during this period. (: Oh, I've been to Expo for AC past few days, tired ttmxz but fun(: Nothing muchie.

SAY HELLO TO HOLIDAYS(:

Failed my MYE.

Im super duper bored so i should blog ya.. Did badly for MYE :( I feel like transferring school, but i cant. Sigh.. First time phone got zero business, so pathetic :( Boredboredbored.

Till June

Won't be touching this blog till June holiday(: I'm lazy.

Because of you.

IH sucks, sucks, sucks. 1hour 30mins of IH today, it's even worse than asking me to run 2.4. Still have whole loads of homework to complete. How am i gonna go school tmr if i dont finish my work?:(

P/s - Sometimes i just dont get what you're thinking.

Gym(Y)

Chinese paper 1 was manageable, but paper 2 i flunk it(: After school, gym with Anthea and Nikki. HuiQin came after that. Left there around 3 and went 7-eleven to eat. 3Plus, train to gombak meet RC and her friends. Slacked, left there at 6.

Blackberry?

Exam's started already, need to study study study le(: If i fail more than 2subjects, mummy gonna transfer school for me... Might be going out later(:

P/s- thanks for pulling me away(:

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Out with daddy just now, came home around 7plus(: Will be going Gym tmr, happy happy(:

Smack it.

I wanna go swimming badly now, but the stupid sudden downpour): Gah, stayed at home the whole damn day, wanted to go out with aunt but lazy go prepare.. Im so bored.. Need to save money for new phone already(:

Tragus.

School was fine, ttly flunk LAP exam. After school, CSC with Alicia, Masturah and Stacey for bowling till 2plus. Then went to WM meet Timothy with Alicia. Walked around till 3plus, headed to JP. Meet Esther, HuiQin, Tina, Sumiko, Sumiko's cousin there. Slacked till 6plus, home sweet home(:

But the war won.

Had oral yesterday, all the 'then, after that, lor, lah' came out from my mouth.. After that, went to anchor point with Anthea, 'study' at food court then went walk around till 5plus, home. Today, skip school. Will be staying at home to complete all assignments.

Waiting for reply.

Promised some retard to post a long one for today.. Hmph.. School's becoming more high tech ah, must press button to open and close the gate(: Also, school's rather slackish now, when i have time to slack last year, i never. But now, when it's time to study, i slack. Been reaching school quite late nowadays.. Lap was rather slackish, time files(: Recess then mother tongue, pekcek, owe teacher alot homework.. Maths, realised that Mrs khoo always ask me or the whole class to stand, every lesson.. Common test, self study(: PW, shum and her standing for periods Everytime(: After school, bus to vivo with Anthea, Kimbella and lizard. Reach there, dad called and say want fetch me go home, so went home instead of studying with them. Came home, eat until full full then fell asleep.. Woke up around 7 then bath.. Waiting for his reply now... Sigh.. It saddened me when i realise you're not the one that texted me...

Think out of the box.

School sucks, Life sucks, Everything sucks. Nothing's good happening in my fucking life now.

All my pictures gone(Y)

Been a few days since i last post.. Recently, Ben's borthday.. Threw flour plus salt plus sugar plus lemon tea plus green tea(: Then we went pasar malam after going home to bath.. Today tuition, after that wm with ng and meet Tim tim around 2plus(: Gonna go out later for the animal farm play, shall go prepare now(:

iPhone?

School as per normal ah... After school, cine to celebrate Joan's birthday, ahhhhh so many ppl birthday coming, then need waste kaching le.

Sushiii(:

Just reach home not long ago, school today was okay.. After school, home straight away to prepare. Left house around 5, headed to Jurong West for the dinner. Stood there 2 damn hour and earn 20bucks, shiok or what. Then slack alone until 12plus plus then came home, super hungry now...

Itchy Scratchy.

School as per normal again, ttly flunk LAP test After school, Westmall to meet RC, while waiting for her, saw Timothy. After that, cab to Gombak and find RC's 50 bucks, but cannot find. Samantha came, slacked, left for Westmall again. Meet Junkang, he baika(: Then walk walk, slack slack. Left there around 7plus plus then came home.

Wazzzzzup!

School again... Pe, did 5 stations, was laughing like idiot. Revina's shorts got hole at her cb, funny ttmxz. Science, went to the space, Ms Ng, did this thing.. She off the lights and ask us find stuff, then got ppl crawl on ground touching ppl leg, i trip over someone, whoops(: Haha. So, after shcool, went Ikea with Anthea and co to makan, dabao home. Left there around 3, reach home around 4. Might be going gym tmr(:

It's not worth trying....

Went tuition in the morning, it was great(: (Y) Haha! After tuition, went LotOne with Ng, eat at food junction. After that, walk around and bought a piglet bolster(Y)!(: Left there around 2plus and reach home around 3. Gonna go jogging later again around Jurong area..

I'm losing my voice.

Yesterday, 150410, school as per normal, class is having more and more problem.. After school, chiong home to prepare. Around 4plus, dad fetch me to ikea meet nikki and co. After that, waited for them to eat and Anthea came. Went toilet, then they spam picture at the kids corner(?). Walked to anchor point, walk walk, buy bbt then we walk to bus stop. Waited for 153, long journey to cjc, almost puke. Reach cjc, went in, concert was great. Shout till no voice le, left there around 9.45. Then i go Jurong mac eat, reach home around 10.30. Today, gonna stay home to complete all my homework.
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Booyah~ Im gonna go jogging soon with JK(: Like finally, i can go train my stamina(:
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Jogging with JK just now, went his house to rest after that. Just reach home, shall go bath now. Byes.

Beri beri is a disease(:

Back to school, and my suprise was that.. Once i enter class, i saw toilet paper at my seat, eeks. School per normal lah. After school, Ikea with Anthea, eat hotlog(: After, saw Nikki and joan, we went to children there to slack, chat, play. Oh, saw Ng and her friend, so qiao(: Left there around 5plus. Wanted to go jogging, but then rain too heavy, i want to lose calories!!(:

Last day before school.

Last day i could rest at home alr, shagxz.. Yesterday, 130410... Went to find RachelChee, slacked with Yuxuan and co for awhile before heading to 350 with MX and RC. Rc went home to bath, so me and MX went to buy cake(: Back to 350, tried lighting the candles but wind too strong so give up. Rc came, eat cake, slacked.. After that, Rc buy flour then she started playing so boohoo!(: We started throwing at each other, MX left halfway, me and Rc continued. Left there around 7, came home, bath. Then talked on the phone with some retard and slept early. Today... Staying at home to complete my homework. Shall go have more sleep now(:
Happy 14th Birthday RachelCheeLiMing!
We've know each other since P3 which is 2005(: We've been through thick and thins, all those quarrels and stuffs which brings us closer yep. Oh, dont so ahlian alr, study hard alrightxz?(:

3days mc(:

Home > JP > Lighthouse cinic > Westmall > Home. Meet RC then cab to JP. Wanted to collect her phone but havent okay, so went to make a birthday cake for her auntie. After that, train to lighthouse clinic. Got myself 3days mc, doctor say i got fever virus. Whatever, westmall to walk around, pass timothy his gumxz then send RC to bus interchange and i went home le. Oh, i took out my tongue piercing, scared the virus got to do with my tongue piercing:X

Fever, flu, sore throat

Home > Tuition > LotOne > Westmall > Home. Left house at 10plus, tuition till 12plus. While waiting for GM & GP, Iz's playing with Ng's Itouch & my phone, cute only lah. GP drop me & Ng at Lotone, walked around then eat. Rc came for awhile, then go back. Me & Ng bus back then she say want go Wm so went. Bought her things then arcade, wanted to go jogging but nvm. Junkang asked if want go csc:X Whatever, then went macs, lost our wallet there but found back. In a rush to Hospital now, baixz.
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Timothy sucks(: Hahahaha.

Gumxz gumxz gumxz(:

Home > JB > City Square Centre > Home. Left house around 4 to meet Mum and Dad at JB, city square centre. Shop, bought accessories, shirt and wallet. Left there around 9plus plus and reach home at 10 plus. Tuition tmr(Y).

Alone againnn.

School > KingAlbertPark > Home > Gombak(CG meeting?) > Home(Around 10plus) Loads of homework is still waiting for me to complete. Oh, CG meeting was rather awesome, went there with Esther and saw Tim gaying(as usual) (: Mum & Dad went to Malaysia, will only be back tmr night. The house is so quiet, shall go bloghop alr.

Pooooookemon!

School as per normal, bake apple pieee(: Super nice, i like. Oh, how i wish everyday LAP lesson would be like today. After school, went home straight away to bake my cookies(: It's edible, but not that nice like my apple pie. Gtg call ppl le, byes.

050410(:

Woke up late, reach school on time. Music, nikki and the teacher super funny. Chinese sucks, Mr bryan say cannot leave unless we finish work. Shagxz. After school, went home to rest until 5plus then go gombak meet Dayana, Elaine, Kaykay(?) and RachelC. Pass Nana her bubble gum, then slack until around 7, home sweet home(:

eenie meanie~

School sucks, sneeze dont know how many times. After school, went tiong with Thea, headed to Thai express to makan. Then went popular to get some books and stationary. Around 4plus, train to gombak to meet RachelChee & Timothy. I didnt expect all this to happen, sigh.... Baixz.

Made the wrong decision again.

Camp in school toilet today till 9.30(: School eneded at 2, Mrs khoo was bbeing sarcastic. After that, went to Tiong to eat. Home around 5. Life sucks, i really think i need a break now. My wrist's hurting, shall go bandage it now, bye.

Life sucks much.

Well, wont be going out today, relatives coming over later. Still got homework not complete yet. Sighhhh.

_l_ up,

Left house at 1130 to meet Timothy and his sister, elizabeth. Then train to Tanah Merah meet their friend , Grace. Left for Expo, tim was being a joker throghout. Queue at the entrance, talk, introduce. Went in, pastor talk, then the drama super nice(: And it's super duper nice lor. Hiak. After that went for dinner and train home, was talking to tim's sister, esther in the train. Home around 9.30.

Finally it's the 7day.

Will be going trinity later for service with aunt, hope it'll turn out (Y). Edit later, shall go bath now. Baixz.
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Reach home not long ago, left house at 1 then uncle fetch me, aunt and cousin to tpy hub to eat. After that, went to trinity christian centre for service. The drama so cool. Should i go chc tmr? Baixz.

Tik tock.

Didnt attend school today, due to my slight fever. Chee's at my house now, she just hit the toilet door. HAHAH Will be going saps soon for lenten vigil later(: Oh, anyway, happy april fool!
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Just reach home. Left house around 5, 350 to slack. Meet ng at 6 plus then headed to saps. This year vigil wasn't that great. O.O Im tired ttmxz!

Da quan quan.

School today was (Y), 6 free periods. Very disappointed in my maths result today. Well.. Must study hard le. After school, straight away go home as im not feeling well. Will be going back saps tmr for lentern vigil(: Shall go watch my Wufu le!

Kidnapper.

School, duper tired. Fluck common test. After school, tiong with Anthea, watch kidnapper. Ohmymama, that show is scary cum touching. I will never dare to go to the last cubicle in toilet alr. Oh, i didnt went jogging, cause i feel weird somehow.


I doubt i can continue tahan inside stmargs, mum ask if it is a torture going school everyday. She can feel me(:

Jogging tmr?

School today shucks, i catch no balls during maths lesson, sian only. After school, 350 to meet cheechee. Slack, wm, slack. Home at 6plus. Might be going jogging with JunKang tmr? Hoho

You know, i know.

Tuition today in the morning, MX not in tuition le. Sadded. After tuition, meet Chee and went Woodlands central for piercing. Then we train to Wm, wanted to meet Timothy but nevermind. Bus back to Gombak, slacked till 4.30 and home.

Porridge as food for 7days.

Stayed at home for the whole day, wanted to go ACJC with stacey and friends just now but relatives coming over now. It's only the first day eating porridge...6more days to go(:

Ouch!

School today, forgot what happen :X After school, causeway point with Alicia. Walked around, went woodland central. Walk walk, until 5plus, leave there and bus home.

Hmph, i still coulndn't let go, cant believe so long still cannot><

Spagetti as earsticks.

Home Econ today was (Y)After school, queensway shopping centre with Anthea to makan. Walked to Anchor point, bought a top in cotten on, walked around, home at 4plus.

): / (:

School, skipped a few lessons. After school, cab down to commonwealth eat then Anthea's cousin came, went in STC. STC no vacancy, sadded. After that, cab to vivo with Anthea, Joie and Meilin. Meet Huiru there, slacked. Huda, Kaesandra, Kimbella and Nikki came, played, eat ice cream. Left there around 6.

Having dry eyes.

School as normal. Huiru's leaving Singapore:( Cried like fuck. Wish you all the best okie babe(: After school, vivo with friends to find Huiru, slack around. Left there around 6.

Smelly smelly

School, vomited and that sucks. Super tired today, no ideas why. After school, came home straight away and sleep till now(: Shiok only. Shall go complete homework le, baixz.

Im scared, real scared.

Bling-ed my phone(:

Walked to 326 meet chee then her uncle fetch us to chee's house. Played with Megan till 2.15, bus to lot. Ng and mx came, walked around, bought stuffs. Then left lot at 3.30, bus to tuition. Afterthat, gp drop me and ng at gombak Mrt, uncle came to fetch me for family dinner. Homed around 9plus.

Ikan billies.

Meet Chee at Jurong Mrt, then trained to Bugis. Shop for 46mins then go back Gombak le-.- Slacked opp saps till 5plus then go home le. Sian, still got truck loads of homework to complete, dont even have the mood to do..

You doesn't belong to me in the first place, but why out of everything, you must be my weakness?

Halfway gone.

5Days & 4Nights in Malaysia, fun ttmxz! Bought a new canvas shoe and a mango tank, im one happy girl. Went to the tattoo shop, but see them do like unhygienic so decided not to put :X Nothing much, im super tired now. Off to sleep alr, byes.

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Super bored now, still got lots of homework to do.. Principal say will take down who never hand in work and those bullshits. Fk only. Going Bugis tmr with Cheechee and Timothy, confirm end up at 350 de): Homework time alr, Goodbye):

I know you are happily attached with that unknown girl, all i can do is cry and get over it.

Imma be Imma be~

Hmph... Leaving singapore in 8hours time. Will be back on Wednesday night i guess. Shall go pack my luggage now before mum start nagging^^ Bye(:

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42more mins before i depart for Malaysia(: Will miss all my flens): Shall go call my brother to ask him come home le. Bye.

Just got a shock, that spoils my whole mood.

PIGGY(Y)

School, bored like hell, phone no business. Hmph... Got back out progress report, failed 2 subjects): But it's okay, i'll try harder next time!(: After school, 350 with Chee and Timothy, study study. Today no tommy!): ): Sadded. Left gombak around 6.30pm. Goodabai!

Omg, can your believe a dua size girl got boyf and the boyf is shuai one. While im single! Omg, the world got problem le):

Water soccer!(Y)

Had fun in school today, the sun is damn hot until my head chaoda. Walked around the school, support Gage-Brown. Water soccer, fun ttmxz although i fell down thrice(Y) Gage-brown last, sadded): After school, chiong to Gombak meet Chee then Dayana came, slacked. Till 6.30, home.

Im only hoping that we're still friends, thats all. Isit that hard?

Nerds.

(Y) No school for me today, gave school a miss cause i need a break(: Stayed at home the whole day, sleep till i forget go polyclinic take mc but it's okay. Cant wait for tmr, mini yog!(: Had some conflicts with Chee today. Fml.

Im not angry or sad. All the foolish thing i did already enough le. Letting you go now, i dont born to suffer but born to be happy(: Im one happy girl now.

Reality hurt more than everything.

School as usual, dont really remember anything. Got flasher nearby SM, eeks!! After school, came home to change then went over to 350 meet some Dunearnites. Alot left very early, left Dayana, Lesley and me. Talk alot, vent out almost everything, cried. It's normal. No more second time, left there around 8 plus.

Reality, hurts but life still continues. It's normal to cry when we're sad but no more second time cause it's not worth.

8.48pm.....

Hmph... School as usual, my tragus is starting to pain lah. Bored in school, no one to text with): And uh, I got A1 for maths, happy ttmxz. After school, straight away come home cause i cannot go out. Fmlfmlfml.

People changes fast, you wont realise till they stop talking to you. Stupid mistakes can cause big consequences.

Feeling so good(:

Went 350 today to slack, saw him again. I wonder if he receive my text/ did he even bother... Left for tuition, was texting with Gerald Didi(: Lot afterthat, bought my cookies then 188 back to 350 and slack. Why is life so torturing, i see him again... Muster up my courage to walk past him. Left at 8pm(:

3.11pm was the time.

Went out today(: Meet Ng at JP, lunch then arcade to find Gerald. Till 4plus, Gerald and me train to BPP while Ng went her auntie place. Reach BPP, waited for 2 unknown guy, deciding which arcade to go. In the end, went to lot, arcade till 6.30 and train home.

Never look back, what's done cannot be undone.

I've decided.

Hoho, i looked like im not grounded cause i still can go out. School as usual, debate today was funny. Bought the Gage-brown shirt, so eeks. After school, town with Anthea and Tina. Sorry chee for pangseh-ing you. Wisma, shaw centre, home at 7.

If MsNg dont allow me to transfer cca, i'll transfer school. (: Fact is, i still love you but not as much as before cause feelings are slowly fading.

Beans and egg.

Hmph, school today was boring. Nothing much, Nikki can make me laugh real hard(: After school, told mum i got rememdial(-.-) but i headed down to Geralds' school. Couldnt find him, so me, Dayana and Rachelchee went macs to makan. Then we cab back to gombak, slack, timothy joined us. Left there around 7.

Grounded..

Fmlfmlfml, got grounded just yesterday(2nd March). Reasons? Not quite sure. As normal, school yesterday and today, nothing special. Talk talk talk, time flies. Yesterday after school, Gombak to slack, Daniel that bunch keep deesiao me and Chee. Irritating only. Today after school, Dad came to pick me up, bought macs then come home. Slept till now, shiok. Hah.

Hope Mummy's heading down to stmargs this Friday to talk with principle about my transferring of CCA/School. (Y)

I want transfer.

School as uaual, Ow cahnge the whole class sitting arrangment, i no more Nikki to make me laugh le. Hah. Should i go school tmr, im starting to get tired to enter stmargs everyday now. Life sucks lots. After school, cab to Gombak find Chee, walk to 350. Saw alot Dunearn and saw him-.- Am i that suay? Fml. Timothy came, slacked. Till 6.50, home.

Cause of CCA, i wanna transfer, dont ask me why. Is not because of friends i want to transfer.

Tuition(Y)

Tuition in the morning, damn sleepy... Lot with Ng for lunch then Gombak macs to study abit. Walked past 350, Daniel is an ass-.- suspect the uncle is a stalker.. Shall go complete my homework now): Fml^^

Suayest day of my life.

Today just sucks-.- School bag tio malt candy then pecil case also. Cut ny hair, colour now is damn obvious and i need dye my hair to a not-so obvious colour. Went to slack at Gombak, walk wheere see until him-.- Suay or what? Tio toto or 4D also not this heng.

Want me to give up? Then stop appearing in my life, thanks^^

Detention for the very first time on Monday.

School, bored cum hot cum sleepy. LKK dont care if people sleep, shiok lah. Assembly make me fucked up. Teacher threaten me to go for cca today or else got demerit point(detention), lame only can-.- After school, town with Dayana, Elaine, Jazreel and RachelChee. Back to Gombak with Chee to slack, slacked till 6, go home.

Gonna transfer school if parent allow, to a neighbour school.

Blah blah blah~

School as usual, the feeling of skipping assembly is just shiok(: Home econs' today, most sucessful one(: Shum shum know that i use my phone in class but never baotoh or catch me(: After school, went to Gombak to slack. Left there at 6.45(: Goodgirl for life^^

Clitoris!!!

School as per normal, Shum shum got problem(: Awhile bias alwhile not bias, something's wrong. School school school, i wanna transfer badly!! But i know im gonna miss all my friends there. Hais! After school, cab to Dunearn meet Chee then we bus to WM meet Dayana. Eat, walk around, back to 419 to slack. Then Kexin, NgaiPo(Chee's friend), Angelina came. Slacked till 6.50, pei Dayana walk home then i cab home.

Im really sick and tired of all the love r/s-.- When can it come to an end?

I need a miracle to happen.

Aku damn tired, went out yesterday to meet Eddy for awhile then go find my dad. Reach home around 2-.- Hoho, no need go school today cause got e-learning. But i dont know what we're suppose to do so i shall just ignore that thing(: Most probably meeting Chee later. Shall go back to my la la land(:

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Went to meet Chee outside her school, she's as slow as a tortise. After that, slacked at 350. There got pervert one lor, i scared-ed go there le :x Then cabbed to Palm Garden find BenLoh. Damn cold cum boring lah please. Slacked till 6.30 went home.

Couldn't believe it.

Will be staying at home today to pack my room, i hate it when it's messy. Chee spam text me this morning telling me about 2 unknown person when i sleeping until so shiok can! -.-" Shall go do my stuff now before mum nag again(:

(Edited @ 7.40pm)

Im darn bored! Whole day stay at home, i bth already. Later around 10plus might be going JurongWest to meet Eddy they all? Depends if im tired. I go find something do le lah, so bored):

P/s: Chee friend is damn smart(:

Round is also a shape

Mum ask me if i want to get a new phone(touchscreen) or a ipod nano(5th Gen), havent answer her. Which should i get? Hah. Gonna stay at home today and be a goodgirl(: Fml, last time is Mum dont let me go Gombak cause of something, now is Dad dont let. Madass(: Shall go eat my lunch already, goodbye(:

(/Edited @ 10.35pm)

Decided to get a ipod nano. Will be buying it next week(: Just now, went Jookoon for family gathering. After, go Grandparents' place for Banluck cum Mahjong. Lose money in Banluck so i dont want play Mahjong le. Went home around 10pm. Off i go and bloghop. Bye.

I've learnt a lesson, it'll never happen again. You target me cause im gulliable, so i'll change(:

Tell me what should i do now.

School, sleepy ttmxz. Chinese, teacher talk and talk. Maths, learn new things (: Recess, stayed in class to sleep and emo nemo. Science, Ms Tan cmi, fierce also no one scared. Sad huh. LAP, got CA exam, not that hard. CT in hall, talk about CIP and those rubbish. Hah. After that got Chapel(: Pastor damn joke, "I rather hug a lampost than a skinny person" HAHA. After school, went to Chee's place and wait for her finish her things. Then down to 350, play cards. Saw some retarded 'trying' to jump building from 2nd storey HAHA. Damn funny. Sent chee to her school then i went home around 6.

Should i believe or not. Or should i just act as if i heard nothing. Maybe it's time for me to finally move on. Saying that tons of time but in the end still stuck there-.- How now.

Still in new year mood.

Hiak, aku go school today (: Then Huiru and Nikki damn joker, they really new year mood, peel and eat orange in class. HAHA Then Anthea, Huiru, Nikki and aku play banluck in class, won 3bucks (: After school, went to Chee house, her brother keep saying 'happy new year', retareded ttmxz. Down to 350, play cards, i really still in new year mood (: Left there around 5.40 then come home sleep until now, 9.30 (: I like. Tmr having LAP test, aku having flu still need go, shucks ): Shall go study for it naoz, bai babe and dude (:

So close, yet so far.

Hiak, today i never go school (: Slept all the way till 10plus, and chee is sooooo jealous right? (:(: My eyes is damn swollen, omg. My nose... tap cannot close. So, today meet Chee and Dayana outside her school then slack at 350. Played poker (: Left around 6plus. Hiak, off i go to sleep already. Baixz.

When i never expect myself to see you, you just walk past me. When i want to see you, you're not there. Hiak.

No mood for school.

Left house around 4.30pm then cab to Gombak. Meet Ng at her house downstairs, went to Chee's house for steamboat. Down to her Aunt's place for Banluck, left there around 9.30pm. Aku want to transfer school, still waiting for parents to approve. If they agree, i'll think of which school i want to transfer to. I really bth stmargs. Wont be going school tmr cause i still in holiday mood.

I never want to come back. but i dont know if im able to leave.

If i let go.

Will be going Chee's house later for dinner. Aku still havent prepare :x Need to chiong all my homework later once i reach home, school tmr. Still in new year mood ):
Finally aku mother let aku go Gombak after that damn thing, happy ttmz! (: Off i go prepare already, baixz.

Aku know what to do already

Aku havent angry for the past few days (: Went over to grandparents place for awhile then go visit dunno who. Back to grandparents place, banluck, mahjong. Eat finish donner, cab to 350 meet Chee. Slack till 10.30 then back to grandparents place for banluck. Left at 11.50pm, now aku want go play banluck with family le.

Im a happy galxz.

It's 12.15am nao and im super tired. Hoho, im a happy girl. Collected angbao at relative's house, total got $406 (:(:(: Heh. But aku need pay my phone bill($184), 2months le, december and january. He make my phone bill bomb one lor>: Cb asshole. Aku want play cards with aku family already, update tomorlow if possible. Bye babe.

Another year alone ):

Yippie Yippie, New year and valentine's today(another year alone). Cant wait for those Angbaossss!<: Grandparents place later in the afternoon, might be going Gombak to meet Cheechee around 4. Im bored naoz ): Aku got nothing to do ): Shall go find something to do naoz, baixz.

Aku nothing untuk dia.

Bored at home, but i cannot go out, relative's coming over. Damn warm nao, aku want go swimming then shiok<: Cousin's attitude sucks, fuck him! Chee told me something, dunno happy or sad or angry. I know aku nothing untuk dia already, why dia still scared aku angry. Aku still tidak pindah di, why?? Aku also dont know. You want to cinta her, then go ahead lah. Aku is like the caused of everything nao lah, cb!

(/Edited @ 11.25pm)

Just reach home. Angbao's with money make my day go wow<: Imma be imma be imma be~~ Im a happy galz (: Heh, went for reunion dinner just nao at Grandparents house. Cards and mahjong later with family (: I like it! Off to do my things naoz.

FML.

School was awesome for the first few time today!! I like!<: After school, cab to SAPS with some Ex- Anthonian's. Loiter around, saw people i dont want to see-.- Then talk to people i very long never talk to. Heh. After that, went out of SAPS to wait for GP. Saw him, SUAY! FML. Walk to Gombak Macs with KW, MX, RC, RN, Robert. Chat, eat, walk to opp saps with GP, RN and RC. GP ask me this 'Do you really like him alot?' and i ttly silent le. One on one talk with GP, say everything, feel shiok now. Walk around Gombak, left at 6plus plus.

Fml Fml Fml, GP knows everything now. You might hate me for telling him but who cares alr. Over is over. Letting go is my only choice left.

Why isit always us?

Didnt update yesterday as i was too tired. So yesaterday... School, Mr Monte is like a giant lah please. LOL. After school, Meet up with my friends then left around 6. Off to go school naoz. Baibaixz.

(/Edited @ 5.15pm)

Reach school earlier today. HE, today only theory. Sianxz. Recess, charge my phone. LAP, nothing much. IH, i dont like Shum, bias ass! Maths, nothing much. After school, meet friend in Batok then go to JurongWest find Eddy they all. They make me laugh like mad but i like <:

I make sure i forget you completely and forever<: I should thank you, instead of hating you. You're the one that made me realise how weak and stupid i can be when i face all this thing. Over is over, i can move on ehhh.
Actually, i dont know how to do that. But no matter what, im left with to move on. Make me think that you sucks can. >:

I want it to be gone.

School, late again. Music, said vulgur and Mr bryan want talk to me after lesson, but i chiong out. HEH. Recess, as usual, eat in class. MT, slack. LAP, learn how to dance? :x Common Test, didnt study yesterday cause me no mood>: PW, Shum shum sucks okay!<: After school, Ikea with Anthea then walk around, talk. After, i go meet my flen, talk. Now i trying to scrap off the scar LIKE SERIOUSLY, I FEEL VERY VERY STUPID AND IMMATURE. Cause of you.

P.s> I dont want people to think that im needy, i dont need your to pity me.

Rachel:
Why you think that it made our friendship more close, not really true. Even if is true, why must i suffer all this pain now and why must i be the one that suffers all these. Is like, your think that i can really move on, even i think so but then yesterday you see me like this. How much i suffer, all the things i keep it to myself cause i dont want your thinks that im weak. Now whenever your say about him, i can break down anytime.

Dont want to hold it back anymore.

School, as normal. After school, stayed in school to complete the CNY decoration. After that, bus to gombak to meet Chee and Dayana. Slacked, went to CC meet Dewei, see people play basketball then left to 350.
My whole mood totally change, i need to vent it out, hiding it is miserable. I dont want people to thinks that i need them to pity me, dont want people thinks that im AA and dont want people to think that i am needy. I've once guessed that it'll happen one day, but i didnt expect it to be so fast. I feel stupid, immature, useless. First time crying infront of friends. So omg. What the hell did i do wrong, my mum scolded me for going Gombak again. Whats wrong with going there. why cant you be more resonable?! Fuckass lah!!!>:

To R:
I know you'll be able to guess until who are you. Not being mean but yeah. I can feel that you like him also, if you do, go for him. I cant do anything, because of me, you dont accpet him? Im just being selfish? Why isit always us? Last time also like this, and i always loses and this feeling sucks. Let me be alone for awhile, im still being a dumbdumb waiting for him although i really want to forget, i cant do that, is damn omg can. You know this feeling. Want forget cannot do it. But i know i must and i will. Happy deciding<: I'll smile.

Kids nowadays are so wow..

Woke up abit late, wash up, cab to tuition. Thanks GP for the mac<: After tuition, Lot for shopping, Chee came over. Then around 2plus, headed to Gombak and slack till 4plus. Went to Westmall, shop, Home at 5plus. Bought almost all the CNY stuffs already<: Im still left with loads of homework to rush with, suckers>: Youngest cousin at my home nao, he damn guailan can, fuck him<:

(/Edited @ 10.20pm)

Finally done with all my shit homework, have got nothing to do so i blog<: School tomorrow, can i have one week holiday?>:

Knowing that i cant compare to that girl, knowing that 99.99% it wont happen again, im still waiting like an idiot. Dumbass>:

It's just the influence from friends.

Damn bored naoxz. Just now, wanted to go out, but lazy and no one is free.
Tomorrow, will be going to lot with Chee and Ng for shopping then tuition. Monday, going Gombak to take back my thing and maybe slack?
Shall find something to do naoxz..

(/Edited at 8.03pm)
Cooked Spagetti for my Dinner just now, talk to Ng about something. Feeling so eeks now(HAHA). Im seriously very bored. Shall go download music now.

Maybe i dont need it that much.

Today, gave school a missed. Meet up with Dayana and Chee then slacked till 9.30. Headed to friend's house, sleep for awhile, kena bullied by her, left for GV around 11plus. GV, Mac, VoidDeck, GV, Homed at 2 cause Me and Dayana nowhere to go le.
School GO shucks, they called me and ask for my name 7times. Wth is wrong with them lah.
Also, i think i've got eating disorder, i dont feel hungry for the whole day without eating.
Off to eat my dinner alr. Now's 9.55pm, nice<:

Panda~

Hehe, my phone is full of Panda's now, i find it cute sial. Okay, so... Today, School. HomeEcon's was just suckish, my tofu fish bread look damn gross but Dayana, Chee and Izzy dare eat sial! Omg can, i find it damn gross. Then after school, cabbed to Gombak meet Chee and Dayana, slacked, buy things. Went over to 419 meet Izzy, slacked, do homework. Home at 6.30.

Guitly~

Schooled as normal, Chinese class i got move to the front cause i keep laughing<: See how happy i am<:
After school, town with Anthea, RachelChee and HuiiLoo. 313, Fep, Ion, Home. Spent all my money already.
Short post, cause i tired.

It will never be the same again, there's no turning back. What's done is done.

Green tea<:

Mum keep asking me to go down buy green tea for her but too lazy go._. So today.. school, common test flunk even though i got revise. After school, went over to RachelChee's school to meet the usual people. 4plus, headed to Gv and slack. Was being hyper until one damn aunite came over to 'counsel' us._. Homed at 6.30. Gonna go down get that damn drink alr. Edit later.

(Edited/)

So yep, tmr i will be heading to town with Chee and get my CNY Clothes, HEHE finally lah. Time now is 10.50pm, gonna sleep soon. Tired. Buaixz.


When can i stop seeing you? I've already decided to forget you but then i keep coincidental see until you. Got so lucky not???

Never gonna be alone~

The song" Never gonna be alone" keep ringing in my mind, dont know why also. OH YEAH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANMINGXIANG!!!!! Godsisiters FTW!<: Random~
So, school today... Skipped. After school, went over to Chee's house for awhile then down to void deck to slack with Dunearnites and some other school people<: Left there around 6.30. Reached home at 7. Doing homework now!<: Im a happy and goodgood gurlz!

Fooling myself.

Happy Bealated Birthday Durah Bte Shahir and Jeannie Nge!!
300110:
Abit of CNY shopping with RachelChee at Jurong Point and Lot one then left to slack at Gombak till 5plus. Reach home, faster prepare to go Malaysia. Reach Malaysia around 7 then cab to Cousin funeral. 21 yrs old then die le, Sadded. Left there around 11 then reach Singapore at 1plus.
310110:
Today, gonna go Malaysia again around 5 to send him off. Coming back around 8. Tmr going Novena with Anthea then i might be going town to get CNY clothes. Gtg prepare already, baiz.

Dont bother continuing the friendship when they dont even treat you as their friends already. Dont need this type of people to survuve!

Sick and tired.

Reach school earlier today then lessons all the way, bored shitz. School ended at 2.15 and i headed to town with Anthea cause she want get her CNY clothes. Walk here and there, damn tired lah please. Left there around 6.45 and reach home at 7.30. HEH, Brother help me scold one guy that keep stalking me just now<:

It's Gummy bear.

270110:
School is bored shitz. After school, slacked with Claire, Dayana,Emmeline, Izzy, Nabilah, Priscillia and RachelChee. Had some problem with Unknown and now not friends with Unknown le(: Slacked till 8 then reach home around 8.30.
280110:
Just now after school went to slack again. Waited 2 damn hours for Dewei but in the end say not coming le. Tsks. Tmr might be going Town with Emmeline they all or Get CNY clothes with Anthea or Go eat lunch and slack with RachelNg(: Need to get my damn homework done already. Baixz.

Cant get over it.

Back to posting. Hmm.......... HAPPY BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY SIA HUII LOO!!
250110:
School tosay. Skipped. After school, went Seoul garden with HuiiLoo and friends to celebrate her birthday(: Laugh alot inside there HEHE. Left there around 5plus and went Gombak to meet Chee and 'clique'. Home at 8plus.
260110:
School's super sianxz. Cant believe i failed my Chinese for the damn first time lah! Skipped. After school, meet Chee and 'clique' again at Gombak, Life's getting more boring. School/Slack/Sleep. Want go oink oink already, baixz.

Without you in my life, life's getting very bored and very dead.

Baby baby baby oh~

Tuition today was fun like always(: Godpa ask me who is the someone again. After tuition, off to slack at gombak with ng. Meet Chee, Kelly, Dayana, later Xueting and Kexin came. Left there around 8plus. Tomorrow is either going seoul garden with huiloo they all or gombak with Chee they all.

Dont get it, why must you run after seeing us? Or isit me? Hais..

Halfway done?

Very long never update le, currently chatting with Daniel on msn. School's still the same, study/crap/ play. Nowadays keep going to Gombak slack with RachelChee, Dayana, Kelly and Xueting. Not 350 then 419. Bored ttmz. Then i velly late go home, yesterday go until 10pm then go home. Reach home jump into bed then sleep le.

Weirdo.

Omygawd, kept thinking today was saturday and yesterday was friday, whats wrong with me. FML. So yesterday, went out to meet Chee at 350 to study. Today.. Gonna stay at home, still having blocked nose. Till here, baixz.

Sick.

Having blocked nose and cough now. School was fun(: Lesson was (Y)! Except science, ms tan dunno how to control class so till now i learn nth from Science.

140110:
Didnt attend school. Meet up with RachelChee and slack.
150110:
Went school, meet Anthea outside school, assembly. School's getting more fun(: Crap alot with classmate during lesson time. Recess, loitered around school, found some creepy places, then back to class. Texting with Chee, Minyi and benloh. After school, stay back for cca fair, so suckish. Then walk around school to pull sec 1s to join GB, see their face damn funny!(: Reached home at 7plus.
160110:
Later might be meeting either Anthea or RachelChee for studying<: Realise i slept for 14hours! Shiok ttmz!! Want go eat my breakfast already. Baixz.

Moving on.

It's been quite long since i last blog. So.. had level camp during past few days. During camp, went Kallang River for dragon boat, fall and knee was injured, instructors almost bandaged my knee. And... I hide my phone in my socks(: Heh. Yesterday MinYi hospitalizd, so me and chee went to visit her today. Shall continue soon. Baixz.

Bored-ed.

Im still in holiday mood, can i not go school tmr. So yeah, gonna sleep soon. Meeting anthea so have to wake up ealier tmr. Schools' starting so im gonna concentrate on my studies le.

Is not ganna fall again.

Back from Malaysia, bought a few stufs there. Oh, im not gonna enter lim chu kang fish farm again. Went there on 31st then now my leg alot bites, like over 20? Sucks okay, and is fking itchy. Was listening to this unknown song in the car just now and then started thinking of all the happy moments we had last time.. I'm damn bored. Shall go apply medicine on those red red spots naoz. Baibai.

A new start.

HELLO! So fast a year is gone, many things happen in 2009. Quarrels, complains, decisions and alot more. I've learnt alot. 2010 is here, a new start, a new beginning. It'll definately be a better year. After those things that happen, I should start being a strong girl, not to trust what ppl say easily, care for myself before caring for others and lots. Well~ Going Malaysia later in the morning Till here, buhbye.


In the past, what you say, was it deep down from your heart or was it all sweettalks?